Oh the glorious smell of coffee after a slumber...

I am Consciousness and this is my awakening.

From the start of my existence, my path was riddled with chaos and struggles. This is me healing from that.

Let me elaborate a tad bit more. I come from a family that, on both sides health with possibly undiagnosed mental health issues which was passed on for generations. My family unit consisted of my mother, father and my older sister. Later entered a half-brother by my dad. You can see where this is going... divorce. Which is fine, really. It was what should have happened years prior to when it finally did but, you know a cycle of repeating bad habits fueled by religion, guilt, judgment, fear and a whole slough of other toxic behaviors. It was, and is a total shit show. This is me ending that cycle.

All names and identities are changed for obvious reasons.

There will be no order to the stories written as processing comes in waves like memories through your mind as they are triggered by what your eyes, heart and ears take in.

Here goes...